In many ways, right now, I'm tying up loose ends. Many many loose ends. If my life is a sweater I'm knitting, then I'm doing infarsa and have loads of color changed yarn dangling off the sides. So since I've been limited in my ability to focus, I've been trying to use that to my advantage and NOT launch into any grand new projects.
As part of that, I'm finishing up journals. This one FINALLY got filled. It's been an odd journal, and I've realized that I like each journal to have it's own little style. Why? I don't know. So when my impulses pull me in a new direction I feel a tension to NOT use a journal that doesn't "suit" that. But it's not working for me. I want a center focused journal - focused on ME!
So I've been thinking a lot about my journal practices and how to make them work better for my needs, rather than trying to fit into my ideas of how they should work. Like other areas of my life, which I think happens where you see the pattern in one area and realize it applies to many things.
I'm grateful for this insight and know that I dont see things until I'm ready to see them, so hopefully I'm ready for a change in this area. That'd be nice.